Today is the fifth day of my blog challenge. The topics were quite hard actually. But just let's see what I can write about it.
Everyone must ever feel regret after doing something their heart don't want to do. Sometimes we also wish to turn back the time, and not doing it. It also happens to me. Always.
Well, I wish I'd never:
Scream at my mumsy. This is the worst mistake I have ever done in my life. I wish I could turn back the time, and not doing it. I made her cry and it made me feel regret. A lot. I wish I'd never done it. It hurts me even more to see her crying.
Mad at my sissy. My sissy is the best friend in the whole universe. She always listens to my story. Sometimes I annoy her, but she never make it as any problem. Yet, just because of one silly thing, I mad at her. I regret doing it. I wish I'd never done it
Think negatively at my best friends. I ever felt like the most unwanted person. I blamed my best friends just because of I felt like they didn't want me anymore. This is sad to not talking to them for some days. I wish I'd never done it because they never even felt like the way I thought.
Say bad words to my friend. I used to be a very emotional person. I said what I didn't like. I blamed everyone for what they did, even for what they didn't do. Sometimes I said bad words to them. I knew that they were broken inside, eventhough they didn't show it.
Have fun in D-1 before exams. This really is becoming my bad hobby! Go to mall, shop, play games, chat all the day. I always did it like I have nothing to worry about the next day. Then I regretted what I have done after knowing I couldn't do the test well. Such a bad habit!
Open my heart for him. Sometimes this question bothers me. Why did I try? Why should I give a damn? Why did I have to fall for him? I think it's much better not to care, not to fall, and never start. I wish.. But, in some cases, I also feel lucky to have to know him.
So those are the things I wish I'd never done. See you readers in the next day. Keep following me. Keep inspiring the world!
