Today is the fifth day of my blog challenge. The topics were quite hard actually. But just let's see what I can write about it.
Everyone must ever feel regret after doing something their heart don't want to do. Sometimes we also wish to turn back the time, and not doing it. It also happens to me. Always.
Well, I wish I'd never:
Scream at my mumsy. This is the worst mistake I have ever done in my life. I wish I could turn back the time, and not doing it. I made her cry and it made me feel regret. A lot. I wish I'd never done it. It hurts me even more to see her crying.
Mad at my sissy. My sissy is the best friend in the whole universe. She always listens to my story. Sometimes I annoy her, but she never make it as any problem. Yet, just because of one silly thing, I mad at her. I regret doing it. I wish I'd never done it
Think negatively at my best friends. I ever felt like the most unwanted person. I blamed my best friends just because of I felt like they didn't want me anymore. This is sad to not talking to them for some days. I wish I'd never done it because they never even felt like the way I thought.
Say bad words to my friend. I used to be a very emotional person. I said what I didn't like. I blamed everyone for what they did, even for what they didn't do. Sometimes I said bad words to them. I knew that they were broken inside, eventhough they didn't show it.
Have fun in D-1 before exams. This really is becoming my bad hobby! Go to mall, shop, play games, chat all the day. I always did it like I have nothing to worry about the next day. Then I regretted what I have done after knowing I couldn't do the test well. Such a bad habit!
Open my heart for him. Sometimes this question bothers me. Why did I try? Why should I give a damn? Why did I have to fall for him? I think it's much better not to care, not to fall, and never start. I wish.. But, in some cases, I also feel lucky to have to know him.
So those are the things I wish I'd never done. See you readers in the next day. Keep following me. Keep inspiring the world!
Day 4: Seven Things That Cross Your Mind A Lot
Hello everyone and Today is the fourth day of blog challenge. And today topic is the things that cross my mind a lot. Lately, I have so much things bothering my mind. And here they are..
1. National exams
I don't know. I'm just feeling so not ready to face the national exams. I haven't even reviewed the materials. When I want to, i have no time. :(
2. One of my bff
I think she just keeps away from me. I don't know what I do wrong, but she said that everything went well and she didn't mad at all with me. Yet, she is not normally like who I knew before. Really.
3. School exams in some more weeks
Oh my God. Just some more weeks to face the school exams. Feel so not ready about it. The materials are more than much. Goodness! I feel like I can be failed if I don't start studying from now.
4. Daily tests in school and all the tasks
Oh God. Why didn't the teachers give us a break? Seems like they want to kill us with those tasks and tests. So if they just continue to give us tasks and tests like everyday, then when can I start review the materials for school and national exams? I mean, please....
5. No more high school, no more madness.
Just a month to go and we will all be graduated from the high school, and by that time, I also realize, there will be no more madness, craziness, and laughter with my besties. They are just everything to me. They are so precious. Without them, I will be sucks like a stupid in the school. I live them all and I can't imagine how my life would be after I graduated. :( gonna miss them so much.
6. My study
So, is that the university I have chosen the best decision for me? Is that okay to be there? These questions are really bothering me lately. Sometimes I feel like it is the best choice, but sometimes I also feel like I'm not sure about it. So, why is everything so confusing?
7. Time management
Maybe I am the worst time manager in the world. I couldn't manage my time. When to study, when to sleep, when to review, when to eat, when to drink. I don't know. My time management is absolutely messed up. I have to make a schedule for myself later.
So, these are the things that bothering my mind a lot lately. Thanks for reading and see you at the next post!
1. National exams
I don't know. I'm just feeling so not ready to face the national exams. I haven't even reviewed the materials. When I want to, i have no time. :(
2. One of my bff
I think she just keeps away from me. I don't know what I do wrong, but she said that everything went well and she didn't mad at all with me. Yet, she is not normally like who I knew before. Really.
3. School exams in some more weeks
Oh my God. Just some more weeks to face the school exams. Feel so not ready about it. The materials are more than much. Goodness! I feel like I can be failed if I don't start studying from now.
4. Daily tests in school and all the tasks
Oh God. Why didn't the teachers give us a break? Seems like they want to kill us with those tasks and tests. So if they just continue to give us tasks and tests like everyday, then when can I start review the materials for school and national exams? I mean, please....
5. No more high school, no more madness.
Just a month to go and we will all be graduated from the high school, and by that time, I also realize, there will be no more madness, craziness, and laughter with my besties. They are just everything to me. They are so precious. Without them, I will be sucks like a stupid in the school. I live them all and I can't imagine how my life would be after I graduated. :( gonna miss them so much.
6. My study
So, is that the university I have chosen the best decision for me? Is that okay to be there? These questions are really bothering me lately. Sometimes I feel like it is the best choice, but sometimes I also feel like I'm not sure about it. So, why is everything so confusing?
7. Time management
Maybe I am the worst time manager in the world. I couldn't manage my time. When to study, when to sleep, when to review, when to eat, when to drink. I don't know. My time management is absolutely messed up. I have to make a schedule for myself later.
So, these are the things that bothering my mind a lot lately. Thanks for reading and see you at the next post!
Day 3: 8 ways to win your heart
The third day blog challenge topic was best so far.
There are less of people could win my heart. I mean, I am so picky when I'm letting myself falls for someone. Yet, physical appearance is not my priority. So, that person is....
1. A man that never makes me feel bored. When I talk or chat with someone and their topics are starting to get me bored, I usually leave them. I love those who can find a good topic to talk about and makes me feel comfort beside them.
2. A man who play the guitar well and better if he can sing too. Oh my God! I always feel so melted when I heard someone play the guitar. Really. Even I decided to teach myself how to play the guitar. I love those who can sing too.
3. A man who listens to my story without feels annoyed instead. I am not easily trust someone. And if I share my story with that person, he must be the one I trusted in. I love it when they listens to my story without getting bored or something. It shows their respect to me.
4. A man who speaks english fluently. I love to use english for my daily coversation instead of Indonesia. And sometimes I feel a lil bit annoyed with those who have a fatal grammatical. I mean.. Please
5. A smart man. I always be so attracted with the smart one. And I love it when they want to share their wide knowledge with me. I love it when they teach me about the subjects I don't understand too.
6. If you ask about the physical appearance, I am attracted to the man who is higher than me, and has a medium to xtra large size. I don't like a skinny man at all.
7. A man who loves me the way I am. I know I have some negative sides. I hope that they can accept me for who I am because there is no one in this world who's born perfect. Then, we begin to respect each other by accepting the negative sides of each.
8. A man who could think realistically. Sometimes, there are things we have to decide. To make a decision, one must be able to think realistically. It can emd to a failure when one cannot think realistically.
There are less of people could win my heart. I mean, I am so picky when I'm letting myself falls for someone. Yet, physical appearance is not my priority. So, that person is....
1. A man that never makes me feel bored. When I talk or chat with someone and their topics are starting to get me bored, I usually leave them. I love those who can find a good topic to talk about and makes me feel comfort beside them.
2. A man who play the guitar well and better if he can sing too. Oh my God! I always feel so melted when I heard someone play the guitar. Really. Even I decided to teach myself how to play the guitar. I love those who can sing too.
3. A man who listens to my story without feels annoyed instead. I am not easily trust someone. And if I share my story with that person, he must be the one I trusted in. I love it when they listens to my story without getting bored or something. It shows their respect to me.
4. A man who speaks english fluently. I love to use english for my daily coversation instead of Indonesia. And sometimes I feel a lil bit annoyed with those who have a fatal grammatical. I mean.. Please
5. A smart man. I always be so attracted with the smart one. And I love it when they want to share their wide knowledge with me. I love it when they teach me about the subjects I don't understand too.
6. If you ask about the physical appearance, I am attracted to the man who is higher than me, and has a medium to xtra large size. I don't like a skinny man at all.
7. A man who loves me the way I am. I know I have some negative sides. I hope that they can accept me for who I am because there is no one in this world who's born perfect. Then, we begin to respect each other by accepting the negative sides of each.
8. A man who could think realistically. Sometimes, there are things we have to decide. To make a decision, one must be able to think realistically. It can emd to a failure when one cannot think realistically.
Day 2: 9 things about yourself
Well, this is my second day blog challenge. And today I'm going to write about my own self.
So, actually it's quite hard for me to describe about myself. It sure is easier to judge people than to look into yourself. Yet I'm trying to describe me!
1. Arrogant. Some says that I have an arrogant face. And i admit it! I really am arrogant at the first impression.
2. Perfectionist. I always try to do my best for everything. And sometimes it pulls me closer to perfection. I want everything to be just like what I imagine it to be.
3. Creative. I admit that I have some brilliant ideas sometimes. I love to do art and that what-so-ever.
4. Brave. I am brave enough to face the truth, face the fact, face the unhappy moment. Nobody could make me afraid but my parents. And ofc God!
5. Moody. I can sometimes be very annoying and fun in a second. I can't control my emotion sometimes, because when I try to control it, it can automatically makes a deep pain in my heart. So that's why.
6. Dreamer. I love to dream. And sometimes my dreams seem impossible to reach.
7. Lazy. I was so done with myself for being this lazy. Even my mom and dad have gotten over with.
8. Confidence. I am pretty confidence with myself. God has made me the way I am and I am proud of it.
9. Music lover! I love to sleep, watch movie, hangout, play, but most of all I really do love music! I can't stand a day without playing musical instruments or just listening to a song.
Well that's 9 things about me.
I am so thankful for who I am :)
So, actually it's quite hard for me to describe about myself. It sure is easier to judge people than to look into yourself. Yet I'm trying to describe me!
1. Arrogant. Some says that I have an arrogant face. And i admit it! I really am arrogant at the first impression.
2. Perfectionist. I always try to do my best for everything. And sometimes it pulls me closer to perfection. I want everything to be just like what I imagine it to be.
3. Creative. I admit that I have some brilliant ideas sometimes. I love to do art and that what-so-ever.
4. Brave. I am brave enough to face the truth, face the fact, face the unhappy moment. Nobody could make me afraid but my parents. And ofc God!
5. Moody. I can sometimes be very annoying and fun in a second. I can't control my emotion sometimes, because when I try to control it, it can automatically makes a deep pain in my heart. So that's why.
6. Dreamer. I love to dream. And sometimes my dreams seem impossible to reach.
7. Lazy. I was so done with myself for being this lazy. Even my mom and dad have gotten over with.
8. Confidence. I am pretty confidence with myself. God has made me the way I am and I am proud of it.
9. Music lover! I love to sleep, watch movie, hangout, play, but most of all I really do love music! I can't stand a day without playing musical instruments or just listening to a song.
Well that's 9 things about me.
I am so thankful for who I am :)
Day 1: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Well, first I want to really say 'Thanks Mom for always taking a good care of me' to my mother, but you will never understand. It was the most difficult words to said. I don't know. I'm not feeling accustomed to say that kind of word to my momma since I was born. so that's why I really want to say it to her
Second, I want to say to my teachers, please don't give me too many tasks like this. :( please understand. We have to face national exams and any other exams later, but we didn't have time tonpractice because of the tasks you gave me. :(
Third, I want to say to my best friend, juven, since she was the one did the school group tasks and the one who listened my stupid stories, thank you baby!
Fourth, I want to say 'You are my mood booster' to my also best friend beside juven, Ipin. Thankyou for the laughter, thankyou for every joke you have made. You do lighten up my day, baby!:')
Fifth, I want to say to my sister, I was really jealous with you. You know why? You slept all the time while I was doing my homeworks. i need your help sometimes. Onlyifyouwant lol :p
Sixth, I really want to say Happy Birthday to him. I never forgot your birthday dude. Yet, it was really awkward for me to talk to you again like before. Regretful
Seventh, I want to say to my classmate, lambe, thank you very much for being such a private teacher to me! I don't know what would my tests be without your help. Thanks, dude!
Eight, I want to say to my Dad, keep calm daddy. You were becoming so emotional recently. i know it's because of the pressure you got in the office. Yet, believe me, Dad, everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.
Ninth, I want to say to my best friend, betet, I'm so sorry for not being there when you needed me most. I was not there to listen to your story. Baby, I was really busy these weeks, so please forgive me.
And the last, I want to say 'Please don't be so obsessed with me because it did annoy me a lot' to Mr. X. He is becoming crazier recently. He always follows me in the school like he was my tail. Oh goodness. Look, I don't want to be this mean but I don't like you since you did that to me. So please understand.
Second, I want to say to my teachers, please don't give me too many tasks like this. :( please understand. We have to face national exams and any other exams later, but we didn't have time tonpractice because of the tasks you gave me. :(
Third, I want to say to my best friend, juven, since she was the one did the school group tasks and the one who listened my stupid stories, thank you baby!
Fourth, I want to say 'You are my mood booster' to my also best friend beside juven, Ipin. Thankyou for the laughter, thankyou for every joke you have made. You do lighten up my day, baby!:')
Fifth, I want to say to my sister, I was really jealous with you. You know why? You slept all the time while I was doing my homeworks. i need your help sometimes. Onlyifyouwant lol :p
Sixth, I really want to say Happy Birthday to him. I never forgot your birthday dude. Yet, it was really awkward for me to talk to you again like before. Regretful
Seventh, I want to say to my classmate, lambe, thank you very much for being such a private teacher to me! I don't know what would my tests be without your help. Thanks, dude!
Eight, I want to say to my Dad, keep calm daddy. You were becoming so emotional recently. i know it's because of the pressure you got in the office. Yet, believe me, Dad, everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.
Ninth, I want to say to my best friend, betet, I'm so sorry for not being there when you needed me most. I was not there to listen to your story. Baby, I was really busy these weeks, so please forgive me.
And the last, I want to say 'Please don't be so obsessed with me because it did annoy me a lot' to Mr. X. He is becoming crazier recently. He always follows me in the school like he was my tail. Oh goodness. Look, I don't want to be this mean but I don't like you since you did that to me. So please understand.
10 Days Blog Challenge
So, hello everyone. I'm so happy that I can post and update my blog again. Today and the next 10 days, I'm challenging myself to write about these topics bellow. Be my readers, guys! Enjoy!
Just another hello maybe?
Sooooo welcome to my blog (again)! So sorry for not updating anything.
I was quite busy with my schools. Yet it already done yayyyy!
Now I'm in a quite boring holiday. still pray the best results for my exams and best results for my report cards :D
I fixed some ornaments in this blog and taraaa......... It looks a little more simple!
Okay this is it now. See you at the next post. Maybe I'm going to blog about my class. I have promised you to, but never did it until now.
lol
I was quite busy with my schools. Yet it already done yayyyy!
Now I'm in a quite boring holiday. still pray the best results for my exams and best results for my report cards :D
I fixed some ornaments in this blog and taraaa......... It looks a little more simple!
Okay this is it now. See you at the next post. Maybe I'm going to blog about my class. I have promised you to, but never did it until now.
lol
BIGGEST SMILE TO Y'ALL! :D
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