Day 9: 2 smileys that describe your life right now

Life's always been beautiful. In the time. Right in the time. My life is a gift. I love to have my life. Even though there are much problems in it. Much salt. Much pains. Much aches. There are also much sweet and happymoments though. I love it with all of it.

The two smileys that describe my life best is:

1. Happy
I'm grateful enough for what I have. I love to be me. I thank God for letting me have this life. With all the people around me. They are all awesome. The parents that are loving me and taking care of me. The sister that is very loving. The families that You built. Friends that are precious. Best friends that share a lot. The enemies that keep making me alive. All of them are the best combination in my life.

2. Impatient
Two more weeks and I am going to face my new life in university. New friends. New memories. New lessons. New teachers. I am so ready to face them all. Can't wait to have new life. I hope it will be great. I hope I can enjoy being the part of that uni. Wish me luck for that!

Day 8: 3 turn ons

Alright, so this is my day 8. Today I'm gonna write about my turn ons for a guy. So which type of guy can turn me on? So let's see.

1. The one with the good sense of humor. Since I am the kind of girl that can be easily bored, I need someone that is funny, also know when to start joking, when to stop. They could make me feel comfortable just by their light jokes.

2. An expert in guitar, and a singer! I've always been so on with them! I love to play music and love to sing too, that's why I love that kind if guy. With musics, they can speak to me, way better than words could ever do!

3. Intelligence. A smart guy always works on me! Actually, what I do mean about intelligence is not only their brain, but their manners too as an intelligence man. Man with manners and brain are way better too! They can turn me on just by their great manners to girl, and their respect to girl. That makes them a true man!

Well, two days left for the blog challenge to be done. I promise you guys, I will write a lot. (Since I am in a long holiday) See you in the next day! Thank you for keep reading.

Day 7: 4 turn offs

So today is the seventh day blog challenge. Still not bored yet to continue to write. Today's topic is quite simple. Just 4 turn offs from a guy. I'll discuss what main turn offs that affect the way I feel about a guy.

1. Smokers. I do hate smokers! I have the reasons why. First, smokers are usually selfish. They caused air pollution, and caused bad effect to passive smokers. They just think about their own enjoyment. Second, they are dumb. They know that smoking is a bad habit, can cause cancer, and other complications, but they still doing it. How stupid! Third, they are uncontrolable. They can't control themself to stop smoking. In real life, they can't also control their emotion. All they can do is just smoke to reduce their stress level.

2. Feminime guy. Feminime guy? Those who loves hanging out with girls, do girly things such as shopping, go to the salon to do their hair or even nails! Its a big nono! Even I am not really feminime. So I couldn't be with someone like that. So not my type.

3. Player. I always dealing with that kind of guy. Many times. To me, they don't respect the girls. They don't respect love. They don't even know what true love really is. They are blind about love. Maybe they proud of theirselves for making a single tear ran out of girl's eyes. Don't play with us. Or you'll get the karma someday. Watch out!

4. Guys who want your attention all the time. They are childish! They can't take care of their own selves. They are also selfish for blaming you just because you don't reply his text. They don't understand your busy time at all. They don't appreciate you and what you are doing. Jerk.

So these are my turn offs for guy. See you at the next topic!

Day 6: 5 people who mean a lot

Nobody in this world can do things alone. They need people around them to help, to cheer them up, to listen, to work, to love, to share, to learn, and to find destiny.
I am having so many people around me. They do mean a lot. They are always giving me support, so that I never stop trying. They give me strength, when life knocks me down, when haters punch me in the face, when backstabbers stab me behind my back, also when the fakes betray me. They do light up my world. They are the one I stay happy for.

First is my sister. She knows me best. Better than anyone else could ever do. She is the soul of me. She can be my sister who protects me, my best friend who listens to me, my psychiatric who solves my problem, my second mom, my support! Having a sister as her is the best thing I could ask for. I love her with all my heart.

Second, my mumsy. She listens to me. She always be there for me. She is the one who is caring me a lot. She cries when I cry. She could feel what I do feel about. She's been my everything. I'm so happy to have her in my life. I could never imagine me without her. Would be terrible.

Third, my dad. My dad is my everything. Not many girls can say how close they are with their dad. Luckily, I'm so close with my dad. He really is my father, my dad, my hero, my enemy sometimes, my psychiatric, my doctor, my security, my boss, my partner in crime lol. I love him so damn much. He means a lot to me.

Fourth and alsos fifth, my beloved gengahoelz! They are so kind to me. They are the one who lights up my world, bring out that smile, tickle me to laugh, and teach me to be tough. They listens to my stupid story, and never get bored to listen me. They are there when I don't even ask them to. I lovelovelove them soooo much!

So those are the people who mean a lot to me. Without them, I don't know what I will be. Love them and feel so lucky to have them in my life.

Day 5: Six things you wish you'd never done

Today is the fifth day of my blog challenge. The topics were quite hard actually. But just let's see what I can write about it.
Everyone must ever feel regret after doing something their heart don't want to do. Sometimes we also wish to turn back the time, and not doing it. It also happens to me. Always.
Well, I wish I'd never:

Scream at my mumsy. This is the worst mistake I have ever done in my life. I wish I could turn back the time, and not doing it. I made her cry and it made me feel regret. A lot. I wish I'd never done it. It hurts me even more to see her crying.

Mad at my sissy. My sissy is the best friend in the whole universe. She always listens to my story. Sometimes I annoy her, but she never make it as any problem. Yet, just because of one silly thing, I mad at her. I regret doing it. I wish I'd never done it

Think negatively at my best friends. I ever felt like the most unwanted person. I blamed my best friends just because of I felt like they didn't want me anymore. This is sad to not talking to them for some days. I wish I'd never done it because they never even felt like the way I thought.

Say bad words to my friend. I used to be a very emotional person. I said what I didn't like. I blamed everyone for what they did, even for what they didn't do. Sometimes I said bad words to them. I knew that they were broken inside, eventhough they didn't show it.

Have fun in D-1 before exams. This really is becoming my bad hobby! Go to mall, shop, play games, chat all the day. I always did it like I have nothing to worry about the next day. Then I regretted what I have done after knowing I couldn't do the test well. Such a bad habit!

Open my heart for him. Sometimes this question bothers me. Why did I try? Why should I give a damn? Why did I have to fall for him? I think it's much better not to care, not to fall, and never start. I wish.. But, in some cases, I also feel lucky to have to know him.

So those are the things I wish I'd never done. See you readers in the next day. Keep following me. Keep inspiring the world!

Day 4: Seven Things That Cross Your Mind A Lot

Hello everyone and Today is the fourth day of blog challenge. And today topic is the things that cross my mind a lot. Lately, I have so much things bothering my mind. And here they are..

1. National exams
I don't know. I'm just feeling so not ready to face the national exams. I haven't even reviewed the materials. When I want to, i have no time. :(

2. One of my bff
I think she just keeps away from me. I don't know what I do wrong, but she said that everything went well and she didn't mad at all with me. Yet, she is not normally like who I knew before. Really.

3. School exams in some more weeks
Oh my God. Just some more weeks to face the school exams. Feel so not ready about it. The materials are more than much. Goodness! I feel like I can be failed if I don't start studying from now.

4. Daily tests in school and all the tasks
Oh God. Why didn't the teachers give us a break? Seems like they want to kill us with those tasks and tests. So if they just continue to give us tasks and tests like everyday, then when can I start review the materials for school and national exams? I mean, please....

5. No more high school, no more madness.
Just a month to go and we will all be graduated from the high school, and by that time, I also realize, there will be no more madness, craziness, and laughter with my besties. They are just everything to me. They are so precious. Without them, I will be sucks like a stupid in the school. I live them all and I can't imagine how my life would be after I graduated. :( gonna miss them so much.

6. My study
So, is that the university I have chosen the best decision for me? Is that okay to be there? These questions are really bothering me lately. Sometimes I feel like it is the best choice, but sometimes I also feel like I'm not sure about it. So, why is everything so confusing?

7. Time management
Maybe I am the worst time manager in the world. I couldn't manage my time. When to study, when to sleep, when to review, when to eat, when to drink. I don't know. My time management is absolutely messed up. I have to make a schedule for myself later.

So, these are the things that bothering my mind a lot lately. Thanks for reading and see you at the next post!

Day 3: 8 ways to win your heart

The third day blog challenge topic was best so far.
There are less of people could win my heart. I mean, I am so picky when I'm letting myself falls for someone. Yet, physical appearance is not my priority. So, that person is....

1. A man that never makes me feel bored. When I talk or chat with someone and their topics are starting to get me bored, I usually leave them. I love those who can find a good topic to talk about and makes me feel comfort beside them.

2. A man who play the guitar well and better if he can sing too. Oh my God! I always feel so melted when I heard someone play the guitar. Really. Even I decided to teach myself how to play the guitar. I love those who can sing too.

3. A man who listens to my story without feels annoyed instead. I am not easily trust someone. And if I share my story with that person, he must be the one I trusted in. I love it when they listens to my story without getting bored or something. It shows their respect to me.

4. A man who speaks english fluently. I love to use english for my daily coversation instead of Indonesia. And sometimes I feel a lil bit annoyed with those who have a fatal grammatical. I mean.. Please

5. A smart man. I always be so attracted with the smart one. And I love it when they want to share their wide knowledge with me. I love it when they teach me about the subjects I don't understand too.

6. If you ask about the physical appearance, I am attracted to the man who is higher than me, and has a medium to xtra large size. I don't like a skinny man at all.

7. A man who loves me the way I am. I know I have some negative sides. I hope that they can accept me for who I am because there is no one in this world who's born perfect. Then, we begin to respect each other by accepting the negative sides of each.

8. A man who could think realistically. Sometimes, there are things we have to decide. To make a decision, one must be able to think realistically. It can emd to a failure when one cannot think realistically.